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        lonelyangel  33, Male, Japan - 5 entries
    06
    Feb 2010
    4:39 AM EDT
       

    Family

    Sometimes I'm fine. Most of the time I'm not. Nothing seems real for me these days. It seems like I'm always pretending. Faking my happiness,faking the sadness. What I truely feel is not familiar to me anymore. And I don't know what to do. I talked to my teacher about this once,or twice and it just keeps on coming. Do you know how it feels when you don't know what you are or why are you here in this world? Have you ever wondered what your love ones' lives would be when you were never born and never part of their lives? Or how it would affect them when you are suddenly gone? Would they feel sad? Would they take the blame and ruin their lives? Imagining things like that makes me really sad. Though I don't know who I am,I know how much I love my family. But lately,my family,that I believe is the real purpose of my living,is falling apart. I can't blame anyone. To be honest,I don't blame myself. Not anymore. It's not my parents fault either. Maybe,that's just the way it is. Love just suddenly fade,as sudden as it comes. I can't help but think that my family's better off apart. But still I'm hoping. Every family has its own issues along with solutions. Only,sometimes,the solution is late.
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        shejustloves  49, Female, Minnesota, USA - 24 entries
    05
    Feb 2010
    2:49 PM CST
       

    Tomorrow is the big day...I go talk to W. I have every feeling that it is not going to be pleasant...I can only hope to be wrong. I want this divorce to go quickly and without a hitch. N. has been great in all of this! He has been supportive and caring he listens to me cry about it and listens to me bitch about it. He offers advice and encouragement...he has been my rock. Wish me luck everyone!!
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        IsabelPalmtree  30, Female, Idaho, USA - 19 entries
    05
    Feb 2010
    12:56 AM MST
       

    I agree. When you're interested, you like it and like doing it from time to time or whenever you feel like it. When you're commited to something or someone, you stay and do or love until you get your outcome.
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        elahoda  63, Male, Pennsylvania, USA - 59 entries
    04
    Feb 2010
    7:44 PM EDT
       

    The future trend of IT security for the next 20 years

    So what's the future of IT security? Every year the experts are astonished by predictions, but is it really that hard to predict? First hackers where just malicious, then they started to steal for money. Crime syndicates grew. Corporate and State espionage continues and lately State sponsored "hacking" exists. Now cyber warfare has started, and there's every reason to believe that a full-out cyber war or cyber terrorism will become very destructive to the non-virtual world. Surprisingly, these feats are not result of technology.

    This socially abusive behavior has always existed, long before modern technology. Empires and kingdoms attacked or built walls and raised army's to protect their citizens. However this protection was never was a final solution. So what can save us?

    Perhaps a common political agreement of� what's right and wrong. But today cyber laws are not in agreement or enforceable. So cyber police won't protect us for some time to come.

    For now be vigilant. Expect they are coming. Maybe the question is not if an attack will happen, but how much can we protect?
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        shejustloves  49, Female, Minnesota, USA - 24 entries
    04
    Feb 2010
    1:38 PM CST
       

    W. called again today...I see a pattern forming. This time because they shut off his cell for non-payment. Since he had my phone disconnected and would not release the line to me I had new service set up so now he calls and wants me to call the phone company to figure this out...I THINK NOT!!! They wouldn't talk to me if I did call as I am not on the account...This divorce is not going to be as amicable as I thought. I still have to go up to talk to him on Saturday and I won't get there until 3pm and he is going to be drunk and crabby...Wish me luck:}
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        vampiricakatt  29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    03
    Feb 2010
    8:17 AM EDT
       

    Kaynote is done paper haven't even started yet and is due tomarrow. lol I'm sooooo going to fail
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        vampiricakatt  29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    03
    Feb 2010
    7:37 AM EDT
       

    yesterday a kid told me everyone would be better off if I was dead. :(
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        shejustloves  49, Female, Minnesota, USA - 24 entries
    03
    Feb 2010
    1:04 PM CST
       

    My "highly guarded" phone # somehow ended up in W's. hands. He called me today and he was civil. I am going to talk to him on Saturday...I am nervous and don't know how it is going to turn out. I told him this was not a reconciliation talk. It is just a talk to explain our points and discuss what we need to do as the next step. I am hoping that this can be done sans lawyer cost but we will see how amicable he wants to be. I want nothing...he can have the house and all that is in it. I can replace all of that. I just want it to been done so that the healing process can begin and we can both be out of limbo.

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        vampiricakatt  29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    02
    Feb 2010
    8:04 AM EDT
       

    I fell on my face yesterday. ITS NOT FUNNY
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        vampiricakatt  29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    02
    Feb 2010
    8:01 AM EDT
       

    I WANT TO SLEEP
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